Pete Starintino
Junior
Ghost Drama Geek
"I'm Not Ready To Hold You Yet..."
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Post by Pete Starintino on Jun 5, 2006 15:57:09 GMT -5
Pete looked at Lindsay crying. And he wanted to hug her, but he also didint want her to beat him up, which she could most likely do. "But i know it is me Lindsay..." He said.
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Post by x---Lindsay---> ♥ on Jun 5, 2006 16:04:45 GMT -5
"Pete! Stop! It's not you!" she said to him, "Please, don't say its you." She walked closer to him. She wanted to hug him, but she knew he might be upset. Lindsay stood there in silence. "Pete, I have to tell you something. I'm gunna be gone for a few weeks." she said quietly. She didn't tell him why. She just had to let him know that she was first. She handed him her towel and was starting to prepare to leave.
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Pete Starintino
Junior
Ghost Drama Geek
"I'm Not Ready To Hold You Yet..."
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Post by Pete Starintino on Jun 5, 2006 16:06:31 GMT -5
"Where are you going?" Pete said not really wanting to interfear, but not wanting to be left alone when he could do anything.
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Post by x---Lindsay---> ♥ on Jun 5, 2006 16:19:12 GMT -5
Lindsay sighed. She didn't want to tell him. But he needed to know. "I'm checking into a rehab. It's kind of out of town. I need help. I'm not eating, I have an alcohol problem, and I've done things before. My life is pretty screwed up Pete. I can't just let it go anymore." she finished now crying even moer.
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Pete Starintino
Junior
Ghost Drama Geek
"I'm Not Ready To Hold You Yet..."
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Post by Pete Starintino on Jun 5, 2006 16:23:43 GMT -5
Lindsay going to rehab? It was really like whatching what he must have been doing to her when he was... well sick. But Pete was better. He didint get mad, he didint cry. But now Lindsay was going to get better, and hopes of them being happier seemed more clear. " Okay... You go." Pete said with a sort of smile that meant someone was in a way, proud.
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Post by x---Lindsay---> ♥ on Jun 6, 2006 14:26:52 GMT -5
Lindsay looked at him. "I don't think I want to." she said. even though she made the choice to, she wasn't sure it was the place for her. She knew she wouldn't follow the schedule, sneak out regularly and probably still not eat just to prove a point. She looked at him with fear in her eyes, "No, I can't." she said distressed. "Unless the place allows you to sneak out, etc. I don't think i can handle it."
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Pete Starintino
Junior
Ghost Drama Geek
"I'm Not Ready To Hold You Yet..."
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Post by Pete Starintino on Jun 6, 2006 15:25:36 GMT -5
"No one lets you sneak out. Right now i am risking getting in trouble. But I am a gluten for punishment." Pete said with a smile, lighting the mood some how, like he usualy did. Then he came up with an idea. "Linds, if you go, I promise i will go back."
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Post by x---Lindsay---> ♥ on Jun 6, 2006 15:43:10 GMT -5
"No, I can't do it." she said, "You should go back. But rehab isn't the right place for me. I have to work and go to school and stuff. Not right now. I can't go." she said. She squeezed some water out of her hair and said, "Can we please talk about something different?"
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Pete Starintino
Junior
Ghost Drama Geek
"I'm Not Ready To Hold You Yet..."
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Post by Pete Starintino on Jun 9, 2006 16:01:19 GMT -5
"Whats diffrent Lindsay? This is what we got, this is all we can talk about." Pete was upset at the fact that he went to get help, and now she seemed so far gone that she didint even want to see him anymore. "You need to get the help..." He said both hands running through his hair.
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Post by x---Lindsay---> ♥ on Jun 9, 2006 16:07:24 GMT -5
"Pete, I can't. I have to work. I'll help myself." she said with a sigh. She looked at Pete who looked so upset. "Look, lets go out. Lets go somewhere besides here." she said nodding her head toward the girl in the pool. She could tell the girl was listening in rudely. Lindsay looked at Pete almost beggining him to get out of here and go someplace more relaxing where they could discuss this mess.
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Pete Starintino
Junior
Ghost Drama Geek
"I'm Not Ready To Hold You Yet..."
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Post by Pete Starintino on Jun 11, 2006 13:43:04 GMT -5
Pete just nodded at her. "Lets go." He said walking to the exit. Now worrying if he should go back or not. "We need to be quick. If I am not back so i get put on Lock down." He said not really wanting to feel like he was in prison.
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Post by x---Lindsay---> ♥ on Jun 11, 2006 13:53:22 GMT -5
Lindsay began to turn around and made a sharp turn back to look at him, "What?" she said, "You said you weren't going back. No please don't do this. Don't go back." Lindsay knew that if he went back, she would get worse. But she couldn't make up Pete's mind for him. She turned back around and continued to walk.
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Pete Starintino
Junior
Ghost Drama Geek
"I'm Not Ready To Hold You Yet..."
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Post by Pete Starintino on Jun 11, 2006 14:01:16 GMT -5
"Lindsay what do you want from me?" Pete said looking at her. "I have been on this Insane... guilt trip for you, and now you just want me to stop?" He said not meaning to sound mad t her, though he was. "I have been cleaning myself up cause i was so affraid of hurting you. If you havent noticed you are all i have." He said moving closer to her. Not wanting to see her cry. He was so madly in love with this girl words couldent explain it. He had light in his eyes not even god walking on earth good bring back himself.
"Lindsay. I do not regret a single thing i have done. I am living my life the way it is suppose to be lived. And god, i am going to let in unfoled because thats the way it is suppose to be. But you arent suppose to die yet, and i am not suppose to die yet. I need to cure myself cause i want to remember this." He said finaly something in him was making him talk.
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Post by x---Lindsay---> ♥ on Jun 13, 2006 15:08:13 GMT -5
Lindsay turned back around, "Pete, you always say your the one hurting me. No, its definitly the other way around. You should go back. I don't know what I was thinking. And I'll go too. I promise." she said holding back tears, "Pete, we're not going to die. We're going to remeber this. I swear. And I'll stop not eating. And I'll stop drinking. We'll both be fine, okay?" Lindsay had to start crying again. But she tried to stop, "We'll both get better and we'll both be fine." she repeated. "I love you Pete. And that is never going to change. Thats never going to fall apart. It's never going to be damaged."
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Pete Starintino
Junior
Ghost Drama Geek
"I'm Not Ready To Hold You Yet..."
Posts: 345
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Post by Pete Starintino on Jun 15, 2006 11:58:03 GMT -5
Pete looked at her, and ran his hands through his hair. "Yeah... I know it wont." He said with sad smile. "You really need to go though. Please, I can;t get better not knowing if you are doing the same." He said to her really meaning it.
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