Pete Starintino
Junior
Ghost Drama Geek
"I'm Not Ready To Hold You Yet..."
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Post by Pete Starintino on Jun 4, 2006 20:32:34 GMT -5
Pete looked at Lindsay. Concern on his face. It was the first time in a few weeks that he actually seemed worried about more then his own brain. "Lindsay..." Pete said moving over to her slightly... "What are you doing to yourself?" Pete said knowing it had to be something to do with eating. No matter how obvious that sounded Pete has been around 30 people with eating disorders for a while now. And he really wished it wasent... "You can tell me...Just tell me." Pete said slightly worried.
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Post by Raquella Sawamatsu on Jun 4, 2006 20:35:58 GMT -5
Late night? Uncalled for?
Raquella strolled casually into the pool area. She couldn't sleep. She needed a workout. Underneath her red silk robe was a plain, simple black one-piece swimsuit. Her hair was in curlers. The perfect disguise to sneak out in. She dropped her black duffel bag down and threw off her robe, folding it carefully and setting it beside her towel and flannel pajamas. She barely noticed the two who had already stolen her master plan.
This week had been boring, horrible, tired, and monotone. She needed another place, a planet of her own. Stuffing her hair into a shower cap, she dived into the cool, clear pool and let the world blur and become waterlogged before her eyes.
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Post by x---Lindsay---> ♥ on Jun 4, 2006 20:40:57 GMT -5
Lindsay looked up at him. He moved closer. She held onto her stomach. She didn't want to tell him that she wasn't eating. She had been depressed lately and that seemed to be the cause. She just backed off and said, "Nothings wrong. What do you mean 'what am I doing to myself'." she said in frusturation. "I'm not doing anything, so stop saying I am." Lindsay headed for the ladder when. Someone else was there. And that person just dove in. This made Lindsay more frusturated. She was almost to the ladder. She couldn't wait to leave.
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Pete Starintino
Junior
Ghost Drama Geek
"I'm Not Ready To Hold You Yet..."
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Post by Pete Starintino on Jun 4, 2006 20:45:06 GMT -5
"Lindsay, Im not going to let you turn into me. I was 'Mr.Deny everything'. You arent eating are you?" Pete said, it a regular tone. He wasent angry, just sad that she was doing this to herself.
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Post by Raquella Sawamatsu on Jun 4, 2006 20:49:48 GMT -5
Surfacing, she began swimming toward the end of the pool, and got there. She turned and kicked off of the side, deciding she would do laps. Raquella then noticed that the girl and boy had been probably having a pretty intimate, or at least private, discussion, and that her barging in probably didn't help that situation. Well, she didn't feel bad about it. They could talk. She was underwater. She had ruined the moment, but it was a free country.
Her parents didn't know she was out, did they? Hopefully not. They would automatically assume it was something adult, mature, inappropriate and, for lack of a better word, bad.
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Post by x---Lindsay---> ♥ on Jun 4, 2006 20:51:23 GMT -5
"I'm fine. I am eating. Stop saying I'm not." she said. She made her way to the ladder and began to go up. She was getting angry now. She insisted she was eating. She wasn't going to tell him. She just wasn't in the mood to deal with it right now.
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Pete Starintino
Junior
Ghost Drama Geek
"I'm Not Ready To Hold You Yet..."
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Post by Pete Starintino on Jun 4, 2006 20:57:03 GMT -5
Pete walked up behind her. "Lindsay you either admit it now, or you go do what I did. I ran Lindsay. Look at what i did to myself. I can't see you get hurt... I cant see someone i would die for, disapear. Cause i wouldent have a life if you were gone. And you know that." Pete said standing infront of her. Not wanting to hate him, but he wante her to relize he knew how it was.
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Post by Raquella Sawamatsu on Jun 4, 2006 21:01:14 GMT -5
She didn't want to be rude, but this conversation was interesting. Deliberately starting to swim above the water, she wondered what exactly they were chatting about and decided that, it was not overly impolite to listen in. There's a fine line between listening in and eavesdropping. Raquella knew her place.
She slowly began evaluating her own life. It was pretty damn good, compared to some people, and probably the girl and boy. She wasn't going to sit around feeling bad for those sorts. A geisha, an empress, a God. She had her own world to deal with.
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Post by x---Lindsay---> ♥ on Jun 4, 2006 21:01:21 GMT -5
Lindsay turned back, "I haven't been eating. Happy? I've been too depressed over you to. Okay? Chill. I'll be fine." she said in a huff. Why did he have to keep asking? She was getting extremely angry, but she tried to calm down. "I'm fine, okay? Now can we get off the subject."
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Pete Starintino
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"I'm Not Ready To Hold You Yet..."
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Post by Pete Starintino on Jun 4, 2006 21:03:41 GMT -5
"Depressed over me?" Pete wanted to yell at her. Not out of anger but to snap out of it. He would be fine. "Lindsay you need to..." He meant eat. He really couldent see this girl go.
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Post by x---Lindsay---> ♥ on Jun 5, 2006 14:23:56 GMT -5
"Listen, I'm fine!" she said rather loudly, not because she was mad at him, just because she wanted off the subject. She lowered her voice, "Pete, don't worry about me. I'll be fine on my own. I have been up to this point in my life. You know my background. I've done a lot of things. Took drugs, cut myself. And I'm still here, okay? I'll be fine, its just a phase." Her voice was low and gentle. She wanted to make sure the girl over there couldn't hear her. She wanted to make sure that Pete understood that he would only help her by dropping the subject. And if he didn't, she was going to head out the door.
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Pete Starintino
Junior
Ghost Drama Geek
"I'm Not Ready To Hold You Yet..."
Posts: 345
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Post by Pete Starintino on Jun 5, 2006 15:30:43 GMT -5
Pete looked at her. The at the ground. He wasn't going to drop this. If she just went through what he did, she wouldn't want to drop it either. "Lindsay... its not a faze. And you can leave right now and look at me and tell me it is, but i know its not. God Lindsay, I just saw three girls almost die because of being anorexic." Pete said not getting mad or anything "So go walk and prove to me your are the same as i was."
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Post by x---Lindsay---> ♥ on Jun 5, 2006 15:36:46 GMT -5
"Pete, I'm not anorexic." she said as calmly as she could, but it came out a bit loud. Lindsay believed that she really wasn't. That she was just going through a faze. She had seriously not been eating out of depression. Everytime she put food in front of her, she would think of Pete and lose her appetite. But she wasn't going to blame him. It wasn't his fault that you could see her ribs. It was her own stupid fault. And her blaming herself only made matters worse.
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Pete Starintino
Junior
Ghost Drama Geek
"I'm Not Ready To Hold You Yet..."
Posts: 345
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Post by Pete Starintino on Jun 5, 2006 15:48:26 GMT -5
"I am so sorry." pete said looking at her. "What i did to you, was so wrong. It was dumb, i shouldent have been a stupid teenager and have to fill my void with drugs and drinking. But Lindsay, Don't get this way over me. I am fine. I would never leave knowing you werent happy." He said meaning every word.
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Post by x---Lindsay---> ♥ on Jun 5, 2006 15:54:27 GMT -5
"No, Pete. It's not your fault. It's my own fu**ing fault! I'm such a screw up!" she said. She began to cry, but quickly brushed it away like it was water from her hair. "It's not your fault, it isn't" Lindsay took her towel and used it to dry her eyes. She was crying all over. "I'm sorry. Don't blame yourself. Don't worry about me"
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