All Alone and its you that I Want (Open)

[x---Lindsay---> ♥]

Lindsay had a lot on her mind. All the events that have happened over the past few days. They just cluttered her head with depression. On top of that, she was supposed to be studying for a test and the reson why she wasn't is because she had a song playing in her head. So Lindsay decided to take a dip in the pool. It was just about midnight when she walked down to the pool with her clothes still on over her swimsuit. She placed a towel on a chair and stripped down to her black bikini that had pink polka dots spread all over. She threw her clothes on the towel and dove in to the water. It immediatly woke her up. She went underwater again feeling the rush from the coldness. She smiled and began to do laps. So many things were just racing through her mind. Pete at the hospital, Angel, Mercy the new girl. Lots of things. But they were all gone now. Only the song played through her head now as she swam back and forth in the pool.

[Pete Starintino]

Pete did something he shouldent. He snuck out of Rehab. Though it wasent lock down they could still lock you up if you ran away. Pete jumped down his window, waring a black sweatshirt, his hair infront of his face His eyes searching anyone who could report him, he got lucky.

Pete was so worried about Lindsay. He noticed that they both had the tendency not to talk about anything that could bring some kind of emotion. But Pete was thinking now and he had to go see her. Pete made his way to the school, not knowing where she would be, but it was the first place he wanted to go look. It was midnight, it was dark... Pete would rather it be dark. No one would see him.

He walked every where looking for her, then he went to the pool. He doubted she would be in there. He walked down the stairs breathing in the clorine air which was thick. He saw someone swimming but doubted it was her. He stood at the end of the pool, then he saw her look up, and he smiled slightly and said. "Hey."

[x---Lindsay---> ♥]

Lindsay was startled at the sound of a voice since she hadn't heard the footsteps. "Oh my gsoh." she said in a low yet frightned voice. "Oh my gosh Pete." she said. She had to take a double take. "What are you doing here?" she said. She was confused. He was supposed to be in Rehab. It was like she thought about him and he showed up. Lindsay got herself up and out of the pool standing across from Pete only a few inchs away. She wanted to hug him so bad. But first she wanted to know why he was here. He wasn't supposed to be.

[Pete Starintino]

"I needed to see you." He said knowing she most likely wanted him to go back. "I had to see how you were... sense my brain is functioning better then it usualy is..." He then nodded slightly. "I'll go back if you want me too." He said not really wanting to leave her yet. He just wanted to say everything he knew and to be done with it.

[x---Lindsay---> ♥]

"No, wait. Don't leave. Please." she said. She knew she was all wet so she didn't hug him. She had to fight the urge. "You know I'm fine. What did you really come here to tell me?" she asked. She saw it in his face. She knew that he needed to get something out.

[Pete Starintino]

"No.. No... Its nothing." Pete said. There were many things Pete wanted to say. Like he was sick of seeming so depressed, so tired of being angsty. But he was mostly scared. He looked at Lindsay, "I'm scared." He said simply. But this was diffrent. When he was drinking and such, he would cry, scream. But he was now calm and he could speak of it normaly.

[x---Lindsay---> ♥]

"Pete, you shouldn't be here. If you don't go now, you're going to hurt me. Because I won't be able to take tommorow knowing I just saw you out and now you have to go back." she said. Her teeth were clenched in an attempt not to cry. Tears began to drip down her eyes. She was so happy to see him, yet she was so depressed. "Please go back." she said. Lindsay felt water under her feet. She went to shift weight and "Woah." she grabbed Pete for support and they both fell straight into the water. "Oh my gosh." she said looking at Pete. Two seconds ago she didn't want to hug him because she was wet. He was now officially soaked and he had to get back to rehab. "I'm so sorry." she said through tears. This was all her fault.

[Pete Starintino]

Pete listend to her. "You know what Lindsay. I am not going back. I am better now. I don't depend on something anymore to make me forget." Pete said with a sad smile. And before he knew it, he was being dragged into the water with her.

When he came above the water and saw Lindsay crying. "Why are you sorry?" He said. Not really understanding why. But at that moment he relized alot.

[x---Lindsay---> ♥]

Lindsay gave him a hug, "I'm glad you're not going back." she said. She let out a laugh and stopped crying. "But you should." she said placing her hands on his head and dunking him under. She laughed and then let him back up. She gave him another hug as they floated in the water. She tried to touch bottom but came short in the 6ft water. "Pete, you know you should go back, right?" she said quietly into his ear.

[Pete Starintino]

Pete felt himself go under and he smiled. Then came back up and held on to lindasay. "I know i should... but i think i got to the point where i relized i got enough help from others. I need to start helping myself or i am going no where." He said smiling slightly. "I think i should stay out for a while... I wont drink... and if i get tempted i will go back. But i just want out."

[x---Lindsay---> ♥]

"Pete, you have to promise me you'll go back if anything happens." she said quietly, leaning her head on his shoulder. She really wanted him to go back. She knew if he didn't that he would start drinking again. Especially if he was with her. Because she had the same problem. She was upset that Pete didn't help her. But she understood he had to help himself first.

[Pete Starintino]

Pete unerstood that Lindsay wanted him to go back. He understood he should. But he was fianly getting himself and be stuck some where that you couldent express yourself was getting to him. "Lindsay I will.. I know... and i am sorry. But right now i need to worry about us." He said looking at her. Pete knew he wasent really helping her through everything, she was going through the same thing. But he did know. "And i am going to help you. We need to get over this together, cause it is scary as hell doing it alone." He said with a smirk. He kissed her quickly. For the first time in a long time.

[x---Lindsay---> ♥]

Lindsay just leaned her head back onto his shoulder. She didn't want him to see how skinny she was getting so she stayed close. Lindsay smiled and said, "Okay." Thats all she really could. She let go of Pete and said, "So what now?" Oh no. Her stomach. It was all bones almost now. She looked down and saw that he probably saw how skinny she looked. She crossed her arms over it quickly and gave him a small smile. She didn't want him to be worried. It wasn't the time.

[Pete Starintino]

When Lindsay moved away, Pete saw how thin she was getting it. He wasent going to ignore, but he wasent going to bring it up now. He gave her a slight smile, and laid back so he was on his back in the water, it was relaxing. "Lindsay... what possesed you to come to the pool?" He said with a small laugh and smile.

[x---Lindsay---> ♥]

"Well" Lindsay started, "I needed to get some thing sstraightned out in my mind." she finished. She let a weak smile slip, continuing to hold her stomach so he couldn't see, even though she knew he alredy did. She tried to shrug it off and pretend he didn't, but she knew the question was coming soon. She floated in the water using only her legs. The smile slowly drifted off her face. She sighed and waited for what was coming next.