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Post by x---Lindsay---> ♥ on May 26, 2006 11:13:07 GMT -5
((Happy? I started it =P))
Lindsay was still in a deep sleep. Still somewhere in her head that was nice. Back in reality, she was laying in a hospital bed hooked up to IV's and such. There were many doctors and surgeons around her, studying her. One left to find Pete. When they found him in a hospital bed in one of the better sections of the hospital the man reported what was happening to Lindsay.
"Pete, correct?" he asked. Not waiting for a response he continued, "Pete, theres good news and bad news. The good is that Lindsay is alive and breathing. The bad news is she has fallen into a coma. And theres a possibilty that she won't wake up. Can you please tell us how to contact her parents?"
Lindsay was still asleep. In that bright white room. It was blank. And she was there. But Lindsay felt safe for once in her entire life. But Lindsay was upset. Because she knew Pete wasn't well. And that he wouldn't be once he heard the news. But Lindsay wasn't sure what the news was herself.
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Post by Pete Starintino on May 26, 2006 17:04:14 GMT -5
Pete sat in a hospital room by himself, hating the peace, god hating himself. Why did he screw eveyrthing up? He made the one girl he promised he would never hurt, hurt. And she may be dead, she may be dead because Pete made a bad choice. Doctors were watching him, but at one point a man came in and told him the news.
"Pete, theres good news and bad news. The good is that Lindsay is alive and breathing. The bad news is she has fallen into a coma. And theres a possibilty that she won't wake up. Can you please tell us how to contact her parents?"
Pete had a sinking feeling in his cut. He wished he was the one asleep not the girl who did nothing wrong in her life. "She lives alone... she was in foster care." It was as if his emergancy mind center was speaking for him because he felt fully uncapable. "I'm sorry." He added to the doctor not knowing if he took it the right way. Pete meant,"Sorry for running away like an idiot, stabbing a man when you were taking care of me, and putting a girl into a sleep she may not get up from." He said that in his mind, he refrained from speaking too, and he held back tears infront of these people because god only knows what they think of him now.
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Post by x---Lindsay---> ♥ on May 26, 2006 17:14:02 GMT -5
Lindsay was falling deeper into her sleep. She just didn't know it. The doctors were predicting that the chances of life were now at 30% rather than 50. Lindsay was still in the blank place. And it was making her crazy not knowing where Pete was. Lindsay then began to see an image. It was of two people. One with black hair and one with dirty blonde. It was a man and a woman. They were holding a baby in their arms. Lindsay smiled at the image. Then things got a bit faster. There was gun shots. And the two people died. And then another lady came in and took the baby. Then the police took away the dead and investigated. Before Lindsay knew it, the room was empty, and the image went away. Lindsay sat in the white room, and cried.
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Post by Pete Starintino on May 26, 2006 17:30:49 GMT -5
The doctors let Pete see Lindsay, something he was doubting in the beginging. He dragged himself down there, emotionaly and physicly he was in no state to see her.
The first glimps of her and Pete had to fight himself from turning around and leaving. But he walked over to her, and sat in a chair near her. Studying every peacefull feature on her face. He was holding back alot at that moment. He sat there and held her hand, then leaned on her shoulder, adn he started to speak. "God Lindsay... I am so sorry... This wasent suppose to happen." He started his voice cracking. But he spoke about everything. "I remember the first day i saw you, and everything in me wanted you. But i wouldent let myself go within ten feet of you because i was so embarassed. I was messed up these Last years Lindsay. And i never thought i would meet someone like you. But i never told you something." Pete took a breath, he never spoke these words to anyone. "Lindsay I am a mess. And that day i first spoke to you, was the day i was going to jump and end my life. But 10 minuts before i left school i saw you, and everything in my body was forcing me to see you. Lindsay, you saved me from my goddman self and now you may die." Pete started to cry Holding her hands just wishing for her to squeze back. "And i drink to much, I stay up to late, I am so beyond messed up and you never left me. And i promise wether you wake up or not, I am going to get help. I can't go on like this, I can't do this to you." Everything Pete just said was the most he has ever said his whole life.
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Post by x---Lindsay---> ♥ on May 26, 2006 17:37:25 GMT -5
the room started to get a bit bigger now. There were no more images. In reality, Lindsay felt someone's hand. She felt it. She knew who it was. And she squeezed back. But she couldn't make herself wake up from the room. She tried so hard. But she only had enough strength to hold on to his hand. The doctors around her had an amazed look on their face. The one closest to Pete smiled at him and said, "She's going to be fine. We all thought she was a gonner. But there is now a 90% chance of life." The doctor smiled at him, like he knew what Pete's life was all about. Like he had seen things too. Lindsay continued to hold his hand, but there was still a white room. She just held on and enjoyed the peace of the room for a couple more minutes.
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Post by Pete Starintino on May 26, 2006 18:13:19 GMT -5
Pete felt her hand squeze and he smiled. She wasent gone from him. The one person who knew him was not gone. The emotions in him were still going crazy. "I love you..." He whisperd to her, knowing for some reason she heard him. And he was honest. He would get help. Pete was a mess and he knew it himself. He would have good weeks, then binge on any alcohlic drink he could find, then sleep and drink Niquil till the morning, then start over. He knew he couldent live like this anymore. He noticed he was hurting so many people.
Something in him made Pete very Attached to the doctor who was helping Lindsay and Himself. Most likely because he saved Lindsay, but he looked as though he has been through so much himself. So Pete smiled back at the doctor and said, "Thank you."
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Post by x---Lindsay---> ♥ on May 26, 2006 18:20:18 GMT -5
Lindsay began to open her eyes. She looked around and had a bit of a shock. "Where Am I?" she asked. She kenw she was in a hospital, in a hospital bed, but she wasn't sure how she got there, or where the cut on her arm came from. All she knew was that Pete was beside her. And that was all that mattered. She looked around again at all the features. She looked at Pete and said, "I know what happened to my parents." she then lay back and closed her eyes again. She was feeling very weak, but she was alive and breathing and awake.
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Post by Pete Starintino on May 26, 2006 18:49:40 GMT -5
"Its okay... my dad... your okay." Pete said so happy ending his sentances were the last thing on his mind. Then he heard.
"I know what happened to my parents."
Pete took a moment to take that in. He had this feeling that she died and some how came back in a godly way. "How?" He wanted to say, but he didint, he just wanted her to know she was going to be fine, that she was here with him. "Thank god you woke up." He said.
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Post by x---Lindsay---> ♥ on May 26, 2006 19:15:41 GMT -5
Lindsay sat up and started to cry, "They didn't leave me. They died to save me." she said. Tears dripped down her face and she put her head onto Pete's shoulder. She just cried. She was loved when she was a baby. She just couldn't remeber. She knew the images that she saw were true. She just knew. Her parents were caught in the middle of a gun fight. And died to protect her from the bullets. She just cryed into his shoulder. She wanted to see it over and over again in her head, but she couldn't remeber their faces. She didn't want to see her parents die. She wanted to see that she was loved. The answer to all her questions was answered. She didn't need to know anymore. When Pete said thank God she woke up, Lindsay just continued to cry. She now knew she was near death. Or even was dead. Thats what the doctors were checking at the very moment. The only thing was, Lindsay couldn't remeber what happened. She couldn't remeber the past week actually. But she remebered Pete.
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Post by Pete Starintino on May 26, 2006 19:21:34 GMT -5
Pete was amazed the she remember him. "I got you." Pete said whens he started to cry. She seemed so lost. But he wouldent burden her with the truth now. He wouldent dare. She was breathing, and he was alive agian. "I love you..." He said knowing he was going to have to leave soon. He heard the doctors saying they want him and Lindsay to be phycologicly evaluated. And he would do it freely.
((he, can you play the doctor who evaluates him. I want you to learn more about Petes life... ha ha its sad))
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Post by x---Lindsay---> ♥ on May 26, 2006 19:47:34 GMT -5
"Pete, never leave me." she said in a weak voice. She let go of him so he could go and a doctor stepped up to Lindsay. "Ready." All Lindsay could do was nod her head. The man began and another doctor lead Pete out of the room. The doctor began to test Lindsay, "Do you know your name?" Lindsay nodded again. "I need you to say it." Lindsay had to think about it before stuttering out the name "Lindsay". The doctor behind the one testing her wrote things down on a clipboard. The man continued, "Do you know where you are." Lindsay nodded. "Can you tell me aloud?" the man added. Lindsay thought about it again and said, "Here, on earth." Even though doctors behind giggled, Lindsay had a sad look on her face. Because she wasn't sure where she was before. In that room. The man stopped laughing when he saw the look. "Do you know why your here?" Lindsay only nodded her head 'no' on this question. The man let out a sigh and another man jotted it all down. "Can you tell me what you know about your childhood." At this question, Lindsay layed her head in her hands and began to cry. She knew the answer, but she wasn't going to tell him. The man nodded and left. Lindsay layed back down and looked at the ceiling. Just crying.
Another man walked into Pete's room and asked him the same questions.
(Take it away =P)
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Post by Pete Starintino on May 26, 2006 20:02:36 GMT -5
Pete followed the man out of the room, where they were now sitting. Pete looking as though he has been through a war. "Can you tell me your name?" The man asked and Pete gave him a weird look, he wasent the one who was in a comma. "Pete." The man wrote something down, but Pete could careless. "Do you know where you are?" Pete nodded and said, "The hospital." This man was treating him like a mental case, though Pete thought he was he id not need to be treated like one. "Do you know why your here?" Pete looked up agian. "Because my dad almost killed me. And the girl in there." Pete said, then man wrote agian. Why does he have to write everything damn thing i say?. Pete thought, but he let him knowing Pete was only going to get better this way. "Can you tell me what you know about your childhood?" The man asked. Pete paused for a second.
Should I tell... they most likely know. How can they not? Pete thought to himself then spilled. "My parents got divorced when i was six, my dad was drinking alot. He beat... well still beats me. I started to drink. My mom got sick and i was driving her to the hospital tonight, i crashed, she died. I stabbed my dad. I ran away. He found me and Lindsay, he stabbed us. And i want to die." Pete said, his mind taking controll agian. The doctor looked at him for a moment then started to write agian.
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Post by x---Lindsay---> ♥ on May 26, 2006 20:22:09 GMT -5
More people came into the room. Lindsay sighed and just layed there. Men gathered around a single sheet of paper. Not the one that was on the clipboard, but another one. They were all staring in amazement. The sheet had lines on it that went up and down. Then a staright line, then more up and down lines. Lindsay shrugged, but the doctors all stared at her. The one was whispering how the sheet was incorrect. But the one doctor that looked like he understood smiled at Lindsay. He then walked out of the room. Lindsay watched him. He walked out the door and disappered into a bright light. Lindsay understood and smiled.
The man appeared to Pete. He walked around a corner and smiled at Pete. Then dissapeared into the light again. Lindsay was then revealed the paper and told what happened. But Lindsay already knew. She smiled at the doctor talking to her now and said, "God saves." She lay back with a smile and just stared at the ceiling happily.
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Post by Pete Starintino on May 26, 2006 20:28:56 GMT -5
The doctors looking at Lindsay were confused then some smiled, some stayed confused The doctors started talking, without any care that Lindsay may hear it. "The other kid, Peter Starintino has to go to the physc ward for more testing. He shows signs of suicide desier." The doctor then looked at Lindsay and walked away.
When Pete was told, he went wilingly. He was in the state of mind that he was going to get better. No matter what groups they put him in, no matter what kind of theraopy or rehab. He would do it for himself, and for Lindsay. He needed to change. When Pete saw the man walk through the room, smile then walk away. He got the idea the a greater being just walked through his room, but he was so out of it he had no idea if he made this up or not. "You can see her one more time, then more doctors want to see you, okay?" A young nurse sad nicely to Pete. Pete nodded and was rolled in a wheel chair o Lindsays room where they were left agian. "I'm not getting out of here for a while." Pete said with a sad smile, holding on to her hand. "What did they say about you?"
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Post by x---Lindsay---> ♥ on May 26, 2006 20:38:29 GMT -5
Lindsay laughed a little. She looked happy. All she said was, "The man who just walked through the door. I'm positive he was God." Lindsay smiled at Pete. "Why won't they let you out? I'm the one who died and came back to life." she said. Lindsay added that in so casually and then picked up the papers lying on her lap that had a bunch of lines on them. she pointed to the straight one and smiled. Although she was feeling quite tired and sad, this made her happy. Because she knew everything would be fine.
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