This was no accident (Pete)

[Pete Starintino]

Pete just nodded, and leaned back in his bed. "I miss it though... and i shouldent."

[Angel]

" of course your gonna miss it" she said to him trying to sound helpful " and you still can drink but you have to do it in moderation" she said to him

[Pete Starintino]

Pete remembered yearning for someone to care, now that he had that. He wanted everyone to leave him alone. "I don't want to be here..." Pete said. He was not angry at Angel, she would know that. He riped the IV he had out of his arm causing the rack it was on to fall, and he attempted to rip the bracelet off his wrist, there were three he realized. And gave up. Then laid back on the bed covering his face in some sort of defeat wishing his family wouldn't put him through this.

[Angel]

Angel pulled her arms back and jumped a little as he ripped the IV out. She looked a little sad as she watched him, she hated seeing him like this. She just wanted him to be happy. " sorry...." she said she wasn't helping, she was making it worse and she knew it. She just sat there as she looked away and didn't talk.

[Pete Starintino]

Pete just curled up in way and cried silently, look at what you are doing to her... Pete though to himself. "I'm so sorry..." Pete sobed into his arms. It was true, withdrawl sucked.

[Angel]

" No it's my fault i'm not helping" she said looking at him. "what am i doing?' she asked herself in her head. She just was making things worse she sounded like a disappointed parent. " i'm sorry...." she told him.

[Pete Starintino]

"No, no. Don't be... god I'm sorry." He was aplogizing for every mess up which may have caused her pain. He listend to his doctor tell him that there are many people he could have hurt. And he relized he showed up at Angels house drunk sometimes not knowing where to go, or high and still not knowing where to go. And he treated her like shit at those times where he should have treated her better. "I am sorry if i hurt you. I am sorry if i did anything to you... " He started still not facing her. Just cruled up, crying like a baby.

[Angel]

" No it's my fault i mean your in pain and this is difficult to do i understand , i should be more helpful. " She said to him as she stood up and sat down beside him as she gave him a hug as a few tears fell from her face.

[Pete Starintino]

He held her and continued to cry. "You did all you could..." Pete said. And it was true. He laid back down. "When i was to affraid to go home you let me stay with you. Or when i was to drunk... or to high you took care of me and i never said thank you... not once." He said. She really did care for him more then most people in his life. "And you never once yelled at me when i was drunk infront of your parents... and god i treated you so bad."

[Angel]

She continued to hug him as the tears slowly continued to fall form her blue eyes. She listened to him " people make mistakes...." she said sobbing as she sniffled " the important thing is that we forgive each other" she said as she held his hand " i'm always here for you Pete, no matter what" she said meaning it.

[Pete Starintino]

Pete nodded, he held on to her hand... "Just stay with me here a little longer... please." He said, not wanting to be left alone here to drown in himself. There were so many things that he was hiding. So many things... he just wanted to Tell Angel and he couldent. Then he wanted to. He needed to let the weight which was crushing his heart out... "Angel... it was more then Alchol... i did so many things that i hurt you... i cant hurt you anymore... i can't..." Finaly... he was on breakdown. Something his body has been holding back, and now the girl who he would never hurt, along with Lindsay, was seeing this... oh god why did she have to see this. Pete was shaking, once agian curled up in his own ball, which formed his own world.

[x---Lindsay---> ♥]

Lindsay couldn't take it anymore. She looked around. The room was empty. All the doctors were too busy looking at the lines on a stupid piece of paper. Lindsay looked again before getting that look in her eye. It clearly read she was getting out of there. She ripped the IV out without a noise and then rolled her sleeve down over the bracelets. She pulled her hood up and headed out the door. She got out without being caught and headed straight for Pete. She was let in and when she looked in, her face turned to a frown. Her was holding Angel's hand, and was crying to her. Lindsay thought there was something going on. She could feel it. She immediatly jumped to conclusions. She went in, about 6 feet away from them and said, "What is this?" Lindsay could feel tears dripping down her eyes. She didn't want to believe she was about to be heart broken for the second time. She looked at them, still crying and feeling a lot of pain in her heart.

[Angel]

" of course.." Angel said wiping away her tears with her other hand then wiping his from his face. She continued to listen to him " you won't hurt me anymore, there's nothing you could do or say that can hurt me" she told him. She used her other hand to stroke his head gently.

[Pete Starintino]

"Lindsay." Pete said, knowing what it most likely looked like, but that wasent it at all. Now he may loose her, what else was going to happen. He couldent even expalin it, the look in his eyes did, and he stared right at Lindsay before he just laid there crying. Where were the doctors when a kid was having trouble breathing because he just relized what he has done to everyone he loved? A tide was sweeping him in and he didint care... he was calling for sleep, and nothing. Not even able to close his eyes. He just laid there...

[Angel]

Angel looked behind her to see Lindsay. She then looked down to see what she was upset about " oh god..." she said as she looked back at Lindsay " Lindsay trust me, i know what your thinking and that wasn't it at all, he just needed comforting and that's what i was trinyg to give him..." she said as she stood up. 'this can't be happening' she said to herself. What else could go wrong, this day just kept getting worse.