Post by Raquella Sawamatsu on Jun 24, 2006 19:41:12 GMT -5
I've been the least interactive person lately. Save for when my father forces me into dates with Yukio. Aiyah, it isn't as though I have any control over who I'd like to be with, and the more I learn about other human beings, the less I can love the flaws of others and the more I wish I could barricade myself from all.
The cousins have all gone except for Aiko. Auntie told me she thinks a while more in Fairfeild can't hurt her, especially when she's fine in school and not falling behind. I worry about her, surprisingly, even though I seem like such a cruel, blunt, angry relative I have a sort of mother instinct when it comes to her. Perhaps, I believe that all the endless pushing as a young child was not adequate attention for her. I sound like a damned Dr. Phil. But if they'd spent more time loving her and actually speaking to her instead of forcing her to learn all of these instruments and languages, she wouldn't have had to find love in all the wrong places and just screw herself up.
Rambling, of course.
Back to my main issue. Yukio has been becoming more and more horrible each day, and I'm made to put up with it. I doubt he'll ever realize not every female is dying to have sex with him. Power apparently intrigues women. I don't feel that around him. He's pretty nice looking, but I'm not going to let him maul me.
More tommorow,
&&Raquella Misaki
The cousins have all gone except for Aiko. Auntie told me she thinks a while more in Fairfeild can't hurt her, especially when she's fine in school and not falling behind. I worry about her, surprisingly, even though I seem like such a cruel, blunt, angry relative I have a sort of mother instinct when it comes to her. Perhaps, I believe that all the endless pushing as a young child was not adequate attention for her. I sound like a damned Dr. Phil. But if they'd spent more time loving her and actually speaking to her instead of forcing her to learn all of these instruments and languages, she wouldn't have had to find love in all the wrong places and just screw herself up.
Rambling, of course.
Back to my main issue. Yukio has been becoming more and more horrible each day, and I'm made to put up with it. I doubt he'll ever realize not every female is dying to have sex with him. Power apparently intrigues women. I don't feel that around him. He's pretty nice looking, but I'm not going to let him maul me.
More tommorow,
&&Raquella Misaki
