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Post by x---Lindsay---> ♥ on Jun 15, 2006 14:55:51 GMT -5
"Pete, if I had any idea, you'd be the first to know." she said. Lindsay got up and headed to the dining room table. "come over here please." she started. "We should really get this figured out." Her voice was as calm as possible. But you could hear it cracking. "I never planned to be pregnant at seventeen. fu**. I can't do this!" she yelled. She layed her head in her arms on the table. She just began to sob again. She was in so much stress.
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Post by Pete Starintino on Jun 15, 2006 14:59:02 GMT -5
Pete walked over to the dining room table with her. He just watched her cry, it was much worse on her then him. "Listen, if it is true... we have to just get over another screwed up bridge." He said, it was true.
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Post by x---Lindsay---> ♥ on Jun 15, 2006 15:05:35 GMT -5
"Pete, I can't do this. I can't even afford to support myself. I don't have any family to rely on. What the hell am I supposed to do? I'm a fu**ing acoholic on top of that. I have so many problems that they can't be put into sentences. I can't afford to be pregnant and out of work. And school. Pete, I can't have a baby. I can't" she said. She layed back in her arms, continuing to cry, not even attempting to hold back the tears. She just needed to let it all out. Her head was killing her and she felt so helpless and weak. She just needed this all to be a dream.
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Post by Pete Starintino on Jun 15, 2006 15:08:22 GMT -5
Pete shook his head, "Lindsay, I know the test isint right, it can't be. I say you take another one." He said. Pete was unplanned himself, and couldent imagine how much hell he caused his mother. "Just... we will go get another test." He said knowing something was up.
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Post by x---Lindsay---> ♥ on Jun 15, 2006 15:15:26 GMT -5
"Pete, we could bring home every test, and each one is going to say what that one said." she cryed. But Lindsay was ready to take as many as she could if at least two said she wasn't preganant. She got up and grabbed her keys. "Lets go." she said. She started toward the door. "Even though I think they'll all be the same, its worth a try." she said.
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Post by Pete Starintino on Jun 15, 2006 16:20:41 GMT -5
Pete followed Lindsay. "I am sure everything will be fine." He said to her. "Do you want me to drive?" He asked seeing as too she was more shocken up then he was.
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Post by x---Lindsay---> ♥ on Jun 15, 2006 16:26:15 GMT -5
"Sure. I guess." she said wiping away some mascara and eyeliner that had dripped down onto her cheeks. She walked out the door and handed Pete the keys. She came close to him and held his hand, "I love you Pete. No matter how this comes out. No matter what we ahve to go through, remember, I'll always love you." she said into his ear as she continued to walk down the stairs.
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Post by Pete Starintino on Jun 15, 2006 16:28:43 GMT -5
Pete heard what she said. "I love you too... I always have." He said holding her hand close to him. It was like there life was some shitty written dramatic teen play. Two kids, one an alcholic one a pot head. One had no family, the other killed his mother and his dad beats him, And now they may be starting a family. What a wonderfully tale...
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Post by x---Lindsay---> ♥ on Jun 15, 2006 17:31:19 GMT -5
(Hahaha....Oh my gosh...That was great. Okay, fast forward to when they get back.)
Lindsay got out of the car with a bag in her hand. It had around 7 boxes in it. Okay, so they got some odd looks when they dumped a whole pile of pregnancy tests on the counter, but hey, whatever. She walked up to the elevator and got in with Pete. When they reached her floor, she got out and headed inside. She immediatly took out a pregnanacy test.She muttered a few curses under her breath. Taking these things was annoying. "Ready for test number two?" she asked him. Because she really wasn't ready to see another 'pregnant' sign come up on it.
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Post by Pete Starintino on Jun 17, 2006 8:55:44 GMT -5
Pete nodded to her question, he was shaking slightly. "Yeah... yeah go." He said, just wanting it to be a Happy ending for once, which it never was. Pete sat down as Lindsay left him and just thought of everything that happened. He was more worried about what he did to himself the night before. Pete just got out of rehab and he already fu**ed it up. And it wasn't just drinking this time, he dragged drugs into it as well. Then he thought about having a kid. He wouldn't be mad if it happened, just upset that they were so young.
Then he got mad at himself. It would be unfair to bring a kid into the world like this. Pete suddenly imagined a scene from a show like leave it to beaver. Pete and Lindsay were dressed as if they were from that time period. Then a little kid came in. Pete suddenly started to speak. "Hi there. I am Pete. I sometimes drink all day, and do drugs at night. If you are lucky I will attempt not have a nervous break down in front of you. And i also may not jump of a cliff. Oh, and this is your lovely mother. You see, she drinks to. And the thing is, we are only 16 and 17, and we don't really like you. Hun, where is the booze?"
He snapped out of the dream to the sound of his name, he looked up quickly and looked at Lindsay waiting for a positive or negative answer. The Pete felt like he had a moment, to say everything he meant. How much she meant to him. They were sober, he just wanted her to know everything.
"Lindsay. I am sorry i acted like such an ass today i shouldent have." He started looking up at her. "And i know how many time we told each other we loved each other. But i have for you is more then love. Lindsay i would be long gone if i didint see you that day at school. I would be in the ground right now, But i saw you, and I made myself walk to you. God. If you are pregnant, I am not going to leave you. I will stay with you, and i wont even consider leaving. Love is love, mistakes and all. I am willing to write out ours. I just need you." He said looking at her face, he took her off gaurd, but that was okay. Pete was sudenly filled with this weird no optimisum that he has never had before. He has always been in this black hole wether he was with her or not, and suddenly some werid light was coming through to him. And he felt that everything would be alright. Pete never had this feeling, and he thanked god for every moment he kept of it.
((oh i felt like writing lmao))
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Post by x---Lindsay---> ♥ on Jun 17, 2006 9:17:53 GMT -5
Lindsay walked over to Pete, a rather confused look on her face. She listened to him speak. She sat down beside him, "Pete, you don't know how much I love you. I know you would never leave me. But I think a third test is in order. This one says I'm not." she said, a half smile on her face. "So the next one has got to be the answer." she concluded. She took out another box. "Pete, I don't care how this comes out. I'll still love you more than words can say." And with that, she headed into the bathroom again.
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Post by Pete Starintino on Jun 17, 2006 9:20:51 GMT -5
Pete smiled slightly and nodded. He sat back and waited. Positive, or negative. Pete hasent thought of those words so much sense 8th grade science class. He waited then saw her walk out. "Okay... what is it?" He asked not really knowing what he was hoping for.
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Post by x---Lindsay---> ♥ on Jun 17, 2006 9:58:10 GMT -5
Lindsay walked out of the bathroom (or at least you say she did). The test was in her left hand. A smile wasn't on her face. Just a slight frown. She sat down next to him. A shiver went up her back as she held it out for him to look. It clearly read 'pregnant' on it. She leaned her head into his shoulder and began to cry. She didn't want this at all. She just continued to cry as she dropped the test and held on to him tight. "Pete, what the hell did we do?"
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Post by Pete Starintino on Jun 17, 2006 10:00:21 GMT -5
Pete heard the news and nodded, he was going to have to accepted it one way or another. "We got to go to a doctor first of all." He said not wanting her health at jeopardy. "It'll be alright, I promise." He said kissing her head. "Lets go, I am to worried about you to be worried about me." He smiled slightly.
((are we fast forwarding to our plan? lol))
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Post by x---Lindsay---> ♥ on Jun 17, 2006 10:11:50 GMT -5
(Yes...ill make a post in the hospital, itll be fast forwarded. To the part about the miscarriage...where the doctor tells them what happened.)
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