Pete Starintino
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Ghost Drama Geek
"I'm Not Ready To Hold You Yet..."
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Post by Pete Starintino on May 16, 2006 19:28:44 GMT -5
Pete just wanted to run to get rid of the gult he had, maybe being locked up would be a good thing. He didint really want to do the drugs but the thought comforted him enough to take his mind off it. He drank some more. "Maybe i should go to the police... I don't deserve to be free any way... she is gone because of me Lindsay, I killed her, i killed someone." He said so far into his head.
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Post by x---Lindsay---> ♥ on May 18, 2006 14:29:09 GMT -5
Lindsay let out a small sigh before replying, "Pete, You know it was an accident. But if you want to turn yourself in, I'm not stopping you. But think about it first. Think about what your doing Pete, and who you would hurt by turning yourself in." she said. Yes, it would hurt her. She was almost out of people to rely on anymore. She needed Pete. She would probably spend so many more days depressed than she was going to this week already. She got to her feet and headed for her room. "G'Night." she said.
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Pete Starintino
Junior
Ghost Drama Geek
"I'm Not Ready To Hold You Yet..."
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Post by Pete Starintino on May 18, 2006 22:02:52 GMT -5
"I wont leave you Lindsay, I love you... you keep me sane. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me, thank you." Pete said with a sad smile. "Good night to you too." He said before drinking some more. He was not going to leave her...
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Post by x---Lindsay---> ♥ on May 21, 2006 8:54:03 GMT -5
Lindsay listened. How could she ever be mad at him. She gave him an awkward smile and said, "Goodnight." She walked into her room and sat on her bed. Just staring at the wall. And its blandness. She lay back and stared at her ceiling. It was painted with different images. Sadness, and happiness, and rage, and scary pictures, and her life. Everything she felt in her life was painted on that very wall. Everything. She began to close her eyes and then finally drifted off into a disturbed sleep. She then opened her eyes again. Time hadn't moved. She couldn't get to sleep. She began to start crying all of a sudden again. She got to her feet and began to wipe her tears. She just cryed. All she wanted was for Pete to come comfort her again.
(sorry, I edited it again)
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Pete Starintino
Junior
Ghost Drama Geek
"I'm Not Ready To Hold You Yet..."
Posts: 345
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Post by Pete Starintino on May 22, 2006 21:02:26 GMT -5
Pete started drifing in and out of sleep, not really wanting to sleep at all, but needing to feel something other then reality. Then he heard crying. It was Lindsay. He slowly got up and walked over to her room and walked in. He looked at her, sandess in both of there eyes. Then he said, "What happened?" As if new events formed.
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Post by x---Lindsay---> ♥ on May 23, 2006 14:21:25 GMT -5
Lindsay sighed and said, "Why does life have to be so cruel." Tears streamed down her face and ran off of her cheeks. She looked straight at Pete, "Don't ever leave me." she said walking over to him and giving him a hug. All she wanted was to be in Pete's arms. Not afraid of anything else. Not afraid of what to come. But she was still scared. It scared her that the guy she really loved could be arrested any day now. That if she shows her face in front of police they'd arrest her too. Not for what happened, but past events. She was scared of life right now. And she wasn't sure she could go on like this.
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Pete Starintino
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Ghost Drama Geek
"I'm Not Ready To Hold You Yet..."
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Post by Pete Starintino on May 23, 2006 14:39:47 GMT -5
"I wont, I wont leave you." He said holding her. Things freaked him out, things he never told anyone. But to be qustioned by the police, that was going to scare the hell out of him. "No one is going to take me from you, I wont let them." He said in a comforting voice.
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Post by x---Lindsay---> ♥ on May 23, 2006 14:54:59 GMT -5
Lindsay trusted him. She just hoped he was right. That they'd be fine. That nothing could drag them apart. She cryed as she held onto him. She ddin't want to ever let go of him. Her bangs fell out of the clip in her hair and into her eyes. They stuck from all the wetness. She let it go and looked up at Pete, "I'm scared." she whispered. And she really meant this. She had never let the words escape her lips. But they just had. Which didn't exactly predict good things.
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Pete Starintino
Junior
Ghost Drama Geek
"I'm Not Ready To Hold You Yet..."
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Post by Pete Starintino on May 23, 2006 15:04:15 GMT -5
"Im scared to." Pete said. Pete never admitted to being scare, he denyed himself the fact. "But i have you, and then i am not affraid anymore, and i promise nothing will happen to you. I sware on my heart." He said as he kissed her, then hugged her.
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Post by x---Lindsay---> ♥ on May 23, 2006 15:07:46 GMT -5
"It's so hard to be scared. Especially in a world where scared means weakness. I do't know if I can take it anymore." she said, rather serious about the last statement. She gently layed her head below his and continued to cry. There was nothing she could do. She had no say in what would happen next in her life. And that scared her even more.
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Pete Starintino
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"I'm Not Ready To Hold You Yet..."
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Post by Pete Starintino on May 23, 2006 15:24:35 GMT -5
Pete rocked her slightly, still holding her. "Lindsay, we never know whats going to happen. And it sucks. But we shouldn't need to know. We should just go with it. And right now i am, I am here with you. I am going with it with you, and it makes it twenty times better." Pete said rubbing her back softly hoping to calm her down.
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Post by x---Lindsay---> ♥ on May 23, 2006 17:29:40 GMT -5
(Can you say 'drama'?)
Lindsay felt a bit more relaxed. And the there was a knock at the door. Lindsay jumped a bit, and held Pete close. She looked up at him. She didn't want to open the door. But what else could she do. Lindsay looked to Pete for help. They knocked again. Lindsay had fear in her eyes. Thats when the door burst open. And there was Pete's father. Limping from his leg. He looked angry. Lindsay stood there in shock. She couldn't move. Her eyes stayed wide open and she didn't let go of Pete. She actually held him tighter. Knowing that he might not be able to keep her safe.
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Pete Starintino
Junior
Ghost Drama Geek
"I'm Not Ready To Hold You Yet..."
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Post by Pete Starintino on May 23, 2006 17:35:21 GMT -5
"Go hide Lindsay." Pete said nearly drowning in fear. It was him. The Bastard that started half of this any way, and he is back. Pete Held Lindsay then watched her move away. "Get out." Pete said in a voice that was anything but him. "Get out." He repeated like a broken record. His father walked over to him and pushed him against the wall.
"You think i will listen to you? You think i give a damn if i kill you right here right now in front of her?" He said holding Pete up by his hair and shirt collar. "I will do it you know, break you... you will go into a dreamless sleep for ever, you want that Petey boy?" Pete wanted to scream, how dare he say those things. This man was going to hell. He wanted Lindsay to do anything, just to get him off of Pete.
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Post by x---Lindsay---> ♥ on May 23, 2006 17:48:47 GMT -5
Lindsay stood there. Almost paralyzed. But she backed away from Pete. Right into the kitchen. She watched him torture Pete. She felt tears drip down her face. She slowly opened the knife drawer, but when it squeaked, his father turned around. Lindsay's eyes got big and she looked petrified. Instead of standing still like she normally would, she looked at Pete. And how he was being treated. Rage went through her veins. She swung open the drawer and pulled out a sharp knife. "Let go of him" she said angrily but not loudly. She said it again, only this time she yelled it and held the knife out, "Let go of him!!" She knew she was putting herself in grave danger, but she would do anything for Pete to be okay. His father dropped Pete hard on the ground. He had a rather amused look on his face. Lindsay kept a straight face that held anger. The man let out a hard, rough laugh at her. She held the knife out still. "Take another step." she dared. She had used a kinfe before. Many times before. She knew how to handle it. And exactly how to kill him if necessary. She shot daggers from her eyes into his head. He just gave her another laugh. She held still, with the knife out.
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Pete Starintino
Junior
Ghost Drama Geek
"I'm Not Ready To Hold You Yet..."
Posts: 345
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Post by Pete Starintino on May 23, 2006 21:44:35 GMT -5
Pete saw what Lindsay did and it amazed him, she amazed him. She was everything, and now she proved it. Pete fell to the ground in pain, and his father looked at Lindsay. Pete wished he had something to harm him himself. He heard his fathers visicious laugh and cringed. " "What are you going to do sweet heart? Kill me? Wouldent that haunt you for the rest of your little life?" Pete wanted so bad to end this mans life wether it would haun the both of them or not. "You seem him dear? He is nothing. And nothings deserve the worst. You wonder why i do this to him? Cause he is a screw up. He has been a screw up sense the day he was born, and god damit i wish he wasent born. Every waking moment of my life was ruind by this." Pete's father pointed at him. "He deserves pain, eh maybe even death. But watching him in pain takes away mine." And he laughed agian. Pete stood up. "You son of a bitch." Pete said to his father. Anger dweling in his eyes.
"You touch her, and i sware to god i will kill you. You know why dad? You killed me. Every part of me was gone because of you!" Pete screamed in an angry way. "I am so sick of living in your shadow so sick of you beating on me cause you are to pathetic. You see that girl right there? She is mine, I love her to death. I would die for her. You touch her once and you will die." Pete said finaly standing up to the man who has made his life a living hell.
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