Post by Artemis Saggezza on May 8, 2006 20:00:52 GMT -5
--Artemis sat in the Auditorium, which was odd. It was, again, late late at night on a Friday. The entire school it seemed, was at the basketball game, or something of the sort. She wasn't however. She didn't feel like going.--
--She looked around her, and realized how comfortable she felt here. Normally, she wouldn't have been caught dead in the Auditorium, but things had been so upside down lately, that it didnt' seem to matter much. Nothing seemed to matter much.--
--One would think, that her being as mentally, and physically exhausted as she was, she would be sleeping as much as she could. Now, dont' get me wrong, its not like she didn't try to sleep, she did. She really did. Sleep just never came. --
--Her restless mind wandered, and drifted, the thoughts having no meaning one moment, and being entirely philosophical the next. During her many days, or nights rather, spent chasing sleep, she contemplated her life, or what was left of it rather.--
--Nothing had been going right for the past, god knows how long. And, unlike most, she was beginning to be fine with it. In her mind, what had happened was fate. It was bound to happen, meant to teach her a lesson. Yes, she was still pissed, and depressed about what had happened, but she had learned to channel that aggression elsewhere.--
--Her Art. Her sketches now however, instead of being filled with amazing beauty, were dark, and distant. One could even call them disturbing. Filled with violent storms, and dark nights. Those that were not landscapes, were people. Dark, depressed, an aire of total lonliness, and yet, something hidden behind their eyes. A fire, that showed a need for love, for someone to hold them, and tell them that it will all be okay. A look, she knew well. There were more however, those that were neither portrait, nor landscape, nor anything you could put a name to. To call them doodles would degrade their beauty and intricacy, and yet, to call them art, would not be truthful either. In all honesty, they were indescribable. Feeling on paper. Swirls of black, hidden drawings, hidden meanings, undistinguishable from the rest. But, as in all her art, if you looked close enough, you could see something in it. Her soul, her mind, her spirit, put on paper, for the world to see.--
--In her drawings, she bore her soul to the world, and yet so few knew it, or appreciated the courage it took to do so. She sat there, not aware of her surroundings, her ink pen flying over the paper, intricacies appearing, forming words and pictures, and meaning, that, by the end would be invisible. She poured her heart and soul into the 'drawing', or whatever you wish to call it, the nameless thing, that was, in her mind, an Art Form.--
--She looked around her, and realized how comfortable she felt here. Normally, she wouldn't have been caught dead in the Auditorium, but things had been so upside down lately, that it didnt' seem to matter much. Nothing seemed to matter much.--
--One would think, that her being as mentally, and physically exhausted as she was, she would be sleeping as much as she could. Now, dont' get me wrong, its not like she didn't try to sleep, she did. She really did. Sleep just never came. --
--Her restless mind wandered, and drifted, the thoughts having no meaning one moment, and being entirely philosophical the next. During her many days, or nights rather, spent chasing sleep, she contemplated her life, or what was left of it rather.--
--Nothing had been going right for the past, god knows how long. And, unlike most, she was beginning to be fine with it. In her mind, what had happened was fate. It was bound to happen, meant to teach her a lesson. Yes, she was still pissed, and depressed about what had happened, but she had learned to channel that aggression elsewhere.--
--Her Art. Her sketches now however, instead of being filled with amazing beauty, were dark, and distant. One could even call them disturbing. Filled with violent storms, and dark nights. Those that were not landscapes, were people. Dark, depressed, an aire of total lonliness, and yet, something hidden behind their eyes. A fire, that showed a need for love, for someone to hold them, and tell them that it will all be okay. A look, she knew well. There were more however, those that were neither portrait, nor landscape, nor anything you could put a name to. To call them doodles would degrade their beauty and intricacy, and yet, to call them art, would not be truthful either. In all honesty, they were indescribable. Feeling on paper. Swirls of black, hidden drawings, hidden meanings, undistinguishable from the rest. But, as in all her art, if you looked close enough, you could see something in it. Her soul, her mind, her spirit, put on paper, for the world to see.--
--In her drawings, she bore her soul to the world, and yet so few knew it, or appreciated the courage it took to do so. She sat there, not aware of her surroundings, her ink pen flying over the paper, intricacies appearing, forming words and pictures, and meaning, that, by the end would be invisible. She poured her heart and soul into the 'drawing', or whatever you wish to call it, the nameless thing, that was, in her mind, an Art Form.--